Restless and Bored

2009-03-10T02:16:00.000-07:00

Moved to : ericarr.livejournal.com

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Livejournal users, please get that smug look of your face. hahaha!

2009-02-21T22:45:00.000-08:00

WAH @#$%%*&^%$#@!%$#@^%$#^%$#^%$#@@^%$#@&^%$#@$#@^%$# !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Year 2009 sucks major ass.

Everyday, I feel like I'm more stupid than the previous day.
Everyday, feels like a struggle.

All I want to do is leave.

2009-02-17T22:30:00.001-08:00

I try not to think about it.

Because when I do, I start hating you all over again.

2009-02-08T02:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BONY bombombombomBOMBOMBOMBABI!!!!!!!!!!!

:D hehehe

2009-02-07T02:18:00.000-08:00

I've been feeling pretty down lately. I think all I need is some encouragement:

"HOOORAY FOR YOUUUUUU!!!!"

2009-02-06T04:44:00.000-08:00

AH.

Right now. I FEEL SO. Exhausted.

About everything.

School and the people around me are my biggest worries.

I've decided to seal everything in a box inside my head.

2009-02-05T02:14:00.000-08:00

Today turned from a "ZzzzZ" day to a "HAHAhahahaAHA WTH" day. Whoo.

Had many many free periods today. Chem Mock SPA wasn't too bad. Playing Charades and the hand game with the classmates was fun and FUNNY :D EHEH.

The yellow woman and the monotone woman are giving me so much attention! I am so flattered!

BOOOOO CRAP. Monotone woman put me in remedial even though I passed the test. How horrible. If she had a good reason for putting me in remedial then obviously I wouldn't be so pissed. What crap is this...................................................................................................

Shall ask her why I'm in. If she gives me a good reason, then I'll shut the hell up and go. If she doesn't, then I'll complain like crazy and go. HAHAHAH. Bony Bombabi, your peer is having problems, please counsel her. I'm not Balupongpong. haha!

A level year so stressful and tiring ah. I haven't been fully awake since the holidays.

Gootbye.

Edit: I forgot to mention! TG held the door open for me the other day. HEhh. Tiny thing, but it makes me happy! SMILES UNICORNS AND RAINBOWS! SPREAD THE JOY !!!! Whoo. Hahaha, what la, I don't like him anymore.

2009-01-29T21:58:00.000-08:00

I don't do superficial friendships. Honestly. No matter how hard I try, I can't put on a fake smile, give a fake laugh, tell fake jokes and say fake hellos just to keep our fake friendship going.

It's not worth the effort. So if that's the kind of friendship that you expect from me, then please contact my middle finger, she'll be happy to assist you.

OK THANKS AND GOODBYE.

P.S. : Yeahhhh. I know I've been a moody cow lately . Blame the Cheena Cow Year ok?

2009-01-28T05:09:00.000-08:00

Jason Mraz Concert on the 5th of March : SOLD OUT

Kill me now.

I went to the Sistic website today to check seat availability. Worst fears were confirmed. Every seat unavailable.

Go and die. I swear I hate everyone who bought the tickets. I hate all of them.

2009-01-22T03:04:00.000-08:00

Rejection is a bitter pill to swallow.

Honestly? I expected it. But it doesn't make things any easier.

BOOOOOOO CRAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP :/

2009-01-20T03:23:00.000-08:00

Mabel, Yu Qian, Shi Qi, Sung Lee, Shawn and Daniel

OGL camp was a blast!!!!! I had lots of fun with the Hawkers (haha) ! I'm not sure if I cleared the second selection of OGLs but I'll freaking celebrate if I did!!! Gonna pop champagne and release fireworks man!

But. I. Still. Suck. At. Mass. Dance. The couple dance was horrifying. My partner hates me because I kept stepping on his feet. WAAAAAH, my coordination is really bad. But I got better towards the end of the camp... I still suck, but not as much when I first started (:

TSK, too bad I don't have a picture of the flag because it looked really good!

Anyways, yesterday was the first REAL day of school. Lots of changes. Class population has fallen from 21 to 17. Sylvester, Cyrus, ShiQi and Jon gone :/

Met our new GP teacher also. Wow! She wasn't the corpse I expected her to be. The reason why I called her that is because she invigilated us once for a GP paper and she looked like she was gonna die while she was giving us the instructions. But she's actually pretty nice! And seems just as capable as Mrs. Goh. So YAY! Oh and I'm Asst. GP rep. WTF HAHA.

But I can't say the same for my H1 econs tutor. Whoa relax la, why you so fierce for what. SHEESH.

K ENOUGH! I have lots of assssssss homework to do. Goodbye until I feel like blogging again!

2009-01-19T00:44:00.000-08:00

I've given up trying to get people to understand me. Why bother, really?

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If you don't understand, or know shit about the situation, don't bother preaching to me. No need to think that you know better.

Don't know anything = No right to judge

Simple maths.

Some people just can't help but stick their noses into things that don't concern them.

2009-01-09T10:11:00.000-08:00

HEYLLO!

So so tired. So so gonna die on Monday. Don't know how I'm going to survive the exams. NOT looking forward to going back to school.

Anyway, class chalet was ok. Everything went smoothly, except that I think we spent too much on alcohol. Haha oh well. Not many peope stayed over, but I had fun with those who did. I finally learnt how to play MAHJONG!!! HA HA HA!

We played a few hilarious games of Heart Attack. Heh. All of them got a taste of my Mega-Whack!!!! FEEL THE PAIN!! HEHEHEH!

We bbq-ed at 3-4 am in the morning. Around that time our neighbours (some malays beside us) were carrying a drunk guy back to their chalet. They saw us bbq-ing and were like "Wah early morning bbq ah?" . Hahaha funny shit.

I slept for about 30 mins only. All of us went home looking like zombies. Hahaha.

Then on Thurs I watched CINDERELLA!! It was enthralling. Their singing gave me the goosebumps. Lea Salonga AWESOME! Her voice : WOW x 1000000. I cannot emphasise enough on how fantastic the play was. This experience shall be forever etched in my mind and never be forgotten.

In My Own lLttle Corner - Lea Salonga

Hahahah, I remembered when the pumpkin carriage came out, everyone went "WHOAAAA". I want to watch it again. But I'm broke :\ I loved it so much!!!

Before the play, me, Anelie and Ate Avie ate at Creation. A very ulu place. But they served good pasta at very good prices. I liked my Italian Sausage pasta (:

We left 30mins before the show. We brisk-walked all the way to the Esplanade. Jaywalked like crazy. We almost died (literally). Haha. In the end, we arrived just when they were ringing the bell (i.e. show startig in 10 mins). Phew.

AAAhhhhh I wanna watch it again. Or maybe, Les Miserables. I downloaded the songs and I had another goosebump session.

2009-01-03T06:22:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Bony's church BBQ. Super full. Ate lots of bee hoon.

WHOOO!!! I'm watching it on thursday with Anelie and Ate Avie ...! Hahaha, I guess being a student has its perks... I got 50% off for Category 2 tickets :D

Chalet on monday already. Super fast. Then back to school. HOLY SHIT.

AND I HAVE TUITION TMRW!!!!! Agh, I still do not want to face harsh reality......

2008-12-30T21:20:00.000-08:00

Camp photos! The rest are in facebook (:

HAHAHA (:

Hahahaha! Like this photo alot... Ate Avie looks like she has a halo. HAHA!

Watching Don't Forget The Lyrics. I have no idea what I was laughing about.

Arcade basketball. Taken during the last few hours of Christmas day. Aaron found a way to work the machine without paying, so we had alot of free games! HAHAHA :D

Then off to bowling!! This was taken during Boxing Day at around 1 am. LOOK AT MY BUTT! SO PERKY RIGHT WTH!! HAHA. My brother is bowing to me.

We Had a Girls vs. Boys match, losers pay for Macd ice-creams. Girls lost, but I don't mind because I didn't pay for it! Heh :)

Count the Mcflurries!!!!! Ahahaha. The Macd employees were shocked that we wanted so much.

TROLLEY RIDING!! WhOoO. A few of us hopped on two abandoned trolleys (tied together) and Aldrich pulled us along the carpark. Hahahah.. I was laughing the whole way.

2008 ends in a few hours! Nooooooooooo... NO!!!! NO! NO!NO! I don't want the hols to end =/

Happy new year, my ass.

2008-12-28T04:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTY LOWwWwW :D !

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It's 4.15 am now and my lunatic brother is still not home!!!!!!

He is totally taking advantage of the fact that my parents are overseas. I called him at 12.30 and he said that he was coming home. One hour later, I very angrily texted him, "Oei Where the fuck are you" . And it takes him two hours (3.30 am) to reply "Going home."

Tsk tsk. We have church tomorrow somemore. How to wake up la.

ANYWAY, church camp was extremely fun! Hahaha, might post pictures once Anelie uploads them on facebook (: Time just flew by during camp man.

Ok, shall go now. I have to sharpen my knives in preperation for my brother's arrival.

Bye :D

2008-12-23T05:18:00.000-08:00

OH MY CHURCH CAMP IS TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so exicited..! MEHEHE.

Sigh sigh. The year is almost up and soon it'll be time to go back to school. Arrrrghh, don't want this holiday to end. Even though it got quite boring at times, it's beats waking up at 5.45 in the morning. It's better than being stuck in school for 8-10 hours. It's better than having to do tutorials and homework. Or having to feel guilty over not doing either.

Let's face it. Junior College is a jail. "Junior College" is just Guantanamo Bay in disguise. Being in such an institution is torture. It is a violation of our human rights ( please refer: UDHR, ariticle 24). IS THIS REALLY EDUCATION???? Sorry, but I don't feel educated, just bitter and tired.

Aarrgh, see lah, this blog post started out happy and now I'm pissed with JCs again. Can't wait for this to end.

Ok! I shall transform to my excited-about-christmas self!!!!!!

!!!!!!TRANSFORM!!!!!

WhOoO Christmas is two days AWAY YAY! I have a very long christmas list which I am going to put here, just in case you people decide to be generous or something.

ERICA'S CHRISTMAS WISHLIST

1) TG

2) Aaron Johnson

3) Ed Westwick

4)Narnia books

5)Lord of The Rings books

6)Louise Rennison books

Er ok, that's all. Weird, not very long huh. Ok nevemind, I shall add more when I think of somemore stuff.

Ok byebye :D and Merry early Christmas !

2008-12-20T08:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI NURHIDAYU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just wanted to post that, hahah. Shall update when I'm not tired (:

2008-12-18T04:56:00.000-08:00

When I can't find the words to express myself :

The Show - Lenka

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Anywayz, Bony and Amanda came over today (: WHOO haven't seen Amanda in ages. AND XINHUI WHERE ARE YOU LA! ARE YOU STILL ALIVE OR WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!??? =/

Went to LJS first. Amanda talked about Japan. Bony talked about Egypt. I talked about Singapore. Hehehehe.

BONY SORRY I CAN'T ACCOMPANY YOU TO SCHOOL TMR =/

On a completely different note, I have another eye-candy :)

Aaron Johnson plays Robbie the Sex God in the new movie Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. IS HE HOT OR WHAT. Look at his eyes. Entrancing. I'm entranced. Hypnotized. And the way he talks and plays the bass in the movie is UBER SEXY.

Erica Johnson, sounds nice doesn't it? Or Erica Westwick. HAHAHAHAHA, my name goes well with angmoh surnames. So cool ah. But it doesn't go well with TG's surname =/ Hahahaha, imagine if I marry some chinese dude. Erica Tan. Erica Ong . Erica Goh. Erica Huang. Erica Sze. Erica Loh. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Or some indian guy! Erica (T.T.) Durai. Erica Bala.

Okay enough nonsense for today. Bye (:

2008-12-14T06:53:00.000-08:00

Play this with some guy you hate.

2008-12-12T14:51:00.000-08:00

Its 7am and I haven't slept a wink.

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-10T10:14:00.000-08:00

ED WESTWICK!!!!! Girls, if you're not melting right now, please go and marry a lesbian.

Episode 13 of Gossip Girl was fantastic! The Chuck&Blair coupling was genius. Ok, Gossip Girl has officially overtaken Heroes in my "Favourite TV show" list. The Heroes storyline is getting abit boring. Formula formula blah blahblah, EXCUSE ME WHILE I YAWN THANKS.

And the actors! Wow! I've never seen a larger group of actors who are such experts at over-acting (oh wait, forgot Ch8 dramas). The only people I like in the show are Sylar (Zachary Quinto) and Elle (Kristin Bell aka Veronica Mars). Everyone else is just annoying.

Hiro, stop acting cute. Fly-man & Ice-girl coupling is totally weird. Suresh looks like a smelly asshole. His latino girlfriend only knows how to scream, cry and look horrified. Parkman and Speedy-girl together??!!! "SOULMATES" SOMEMORE AH. Corny. Oh and what is with Peter's mouth? Always tilting to the side. Claire's "I'm so tortured because I can't feel pain" act is getting old.

SIGHHHH. How disappointing. Heroes 2 sucked and it kinda looks like Heroes 3 is going the same way. The characters are so...one-dimensional.

Ok, enough of my rambling! Gonna sleep now (:

Can't wait for episode 14 of Gossip Girl!

2008-12-08T06:44:00.000-08:00

Memoirs of a Pet Camel: A self-indulgent story

Hello everyone! I am Pet Camel, born in the sandy deserts of Egypt!

Likes and dislikes of Pet Camel:

Likes Harry Potter.

Dislikes Breaking Dawn and Renesmee the Mutant Baby.

Likes green! I am reminded of camel feed.

Dislikes blue.

Dislikes being around annoying creatures .

Dislikes pseudo-authorites....

.....and smelly people.

Likes badminton.

Dislikes maths.

Hates chem.

Ok! I think I'm done for today. I shall amaze you readers one last time with my superb cam-whoring skills and astounding beauty!

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Happy Holidays!

2008-12-05T10:06:00.000-08:00

I miss netball mann......

Suddenly thought about my netball days in Changkat. Tsk, I remember yelling around the court. I remember always losing matches. I remember the great feeling when I managed to get the ball in the net. The great feeling when you blocked your opponent's ball successfully, or when you made a good pass.The BIBS, I miss wearing the bibs. I was WING ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!! Shiok.

Thinking about it, I kinda regret not joining TPJC netball during JAE. When I was in it during PAE, I felt so out. The people there were quite friendly, with the exception of one recreational netball player *rolls eyes* . They kept asking why I was so quiet. AIYAH DUNNO WHAT TO SAY WHAT. I'm also not the type who is super enthu in meeting new people. Small talk makes me uncomfortable, hahahaha.

Seeing other people playing netball, carrying netballs, talking about netball, brings backs old memories.

Boooooooooooooooo crap, I wanna play the game again.

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Shoutouts!

Bony: Thanks for the camel! Like it alot!!! I keep admiring it...hahahahaha :D

Didi: Cheer up :D

2008-12-03T03:53:00.000-08:00

BRACES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So painful. ARGH. Why does it look so metallic.....?? Double ARGH. My mum keeps calling me Ugly Betty. What the heck. Ugly betty is a cool nerd, but I'm just cool. HA HA HA HA! Ok lame.

In other news, I'm excited about class chalet!!! WHOOTSXZZZ. Hope Huihui booked it already... have to ask her when she and amanda come back form Japan!!! I want pictures of hot Jap guys!!! heheheheheh.

Eh my parent are going Vietnam and not bringing the kiddies along. Which is bad, because I also wanna go Vietnam. But on the other hand, I'll be an unsupervised teen! LET'S GO ZOUK EVERYONE!!! And I'll also get more $$$$ while they're gone. Yay.

Aiya, my teeth so painful la....cannot take it. I ate two Panadol Extra's already man. KKK better go, have to study VECTORS. Ugh.

2008-12-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!

Went out with Anelie today! Bought my Church Anniversary dress :DD Accompanied her while she got her haircut at Kimage. Looks much better now. HAHAHAHA, I kept insulting her previous hairstyle:

"Good thing you cut your hair....last time look like wig like that."

"I think you should go for periodic haircuts, don't let it grow like weeds."

OH but my dress was EX. Lied to my Dad about the price. Heh.

Bony tell me all about Egypt!! Leave no details out!

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Sometimes when my frustration builds, I get the urge to lash out at certain people on my blog. I just feel like going "ACKK YOU SONS OF A BITCHES!!!!!!!!!! WTFFFFFFFFFFF IS WRONG WITH YOU WHAT OMG....!!". And ranting somemore.

But I always have to remind myself that this blog isn't private. And the number of people who tag isn't proportionate to the number of people who read my blog.

It's hard having no outlet. Many times I feel like my mind's in a turmoil.

I don't need a shoulder to cry on. All I need is a punching bag.

2008-11-25T04:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaha it's in Girl Guides colours (:

2008-11-21T12:07:00.000-08:00

It's already 4 am and I still can't sleep.

This holiday totally blows. Stare at the computer, stare at the Wii, stare at my homework.

CHANGE, I NEED CHANGE. Not that I miss school, hah.

2008-11-18T01:41:00.000-08:00

HEYHEY SHERYL!!! HAPPY BDAY :D

Heh today, XH, SQ, Amanda and Bony came over. We were actually supposed to do GP but got distracted lah.

Ordered Sarpino's pizza!!! And had Bacardi, Calsberg and another beer which name I forgot. Beer was bitter, ew. So mixed it with coke. Damn gassy. Burped alot. HAHAHAHAHA.

But Bacardi lime is NICE!!!!! Bony said its alcohol for kids.... quite true eh. Not very potent. But I like it heheheheh.

Played Guitar Hero. Crap can't beat Amanda's high score. But I shall practise like crazy!!!! And show-off next time. I shall be on expert level. HAHAHA.

Too bad Sentosa got cancelled. But today was fun too (: Someone please confirm Sentosa soon!! Xinhui, Bony next time don't go off so early !!

Ms. Ong going Egypt. Ms. Lim and Ms. Poh going Japan soon. SO LONELYYYYY. Shall use the time to be a MUGGER. Like real, HAHA.

2008-11-15T22:29:00.000-08:00

A few more hours and my bday is officially over! Heh.

I dunno why, but I didn't feel excited that my birthday was coming. It was like, "Eh? My birthday? Ok good. Alcohol." Other than that, I was pretty indifferent. Because I am OLD already lah.

But still! Thanks for the birthday greetings everyone! It's nice to know that even people who I haven't talked to for a long time still remember my birthday (:

And to my classmates! Thanks for the present! Xinhui and Amanda, I LOVE the BODY SHOP gift set.

OMG! They are such amazing story-tellers (I am trying to avoid the word "liar" hahaha)! They brought the present on Gardenia Bakery tour day and claimed that "Amanda helped her cousin buy a facial cleanser" . Hahahaha, they get an A+ for elaboration of story. Amanda was lamenting on how expensive it was and how her cousin went "Jie! Help me buy!" . I vividly remember how XH said "She so good right??" and I just nodded my head. HAHAH. Wow, such natural actresses.

But I APPRECIATE IT LOTS LOR HEHEH. I shall add the present to my TG-seducing gear. Haha!

Went out the whole day today. Shangri-la to eat, then over to Plaza Sing to watch Quantum of Solace ( bad, don't watch it), shopped around, dinner then home. I would elaborate, but I need to sleep! Insomnia is haunting me again ZZZZZZZ.

Okay night people!

2008-11-13T07:51:00.000-08:00

Not one of my better weeks.

BUT I'M OPTIMISTIC!!!!! WOOT WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2008-11-12T07:04:00.000-08:00

Went out with Didi. Went to some ulu place at Kallang!!! Hahahah, but I had fun nevertheless.
Lots of screaming. At frogs.
Thanks for the Starbucks treat and the butterfly earrings :D

Ahjussi sure knows how to get a girl hot under the collar. Shall not say anymore, later TG jealous (:

Felt like crap yesterday, feeling a little better today.

2008-11-11T07:29:00.000-08:00

BOGEH ALR HAHAHAHAH.

Still thinking if I should go for Chem tomorrow. Chemistry with Huang makes me feel suicidal. But if I don't go, I'll be missing out on a tutorial for one whole chapter. UGH CHEM. UGH UGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.

Anyway, my sleeping pattern is crazy now. Slept at 7pm and woke up two hours later. So now I'm wide wake. I have my brother to blame. His idiot MAT friends came over to "jam". WTF. So I couldn't sleep earlier. Wannabes.... YEESH. I almost punched my brother for bringing those dumbasses over. ONE DAY I AM GOING TO EXPLODE. I will strip his friends of their retarded skinny jeans and STRANGLE THEM WITH IT. And I will take my brother's guitar and knock that stupid HAT that he keeps wearing nowadays OUT OF HIS HEAD. Who the hell wears a hat in singapore??? It's a cross between a magician's hat and a cowboy hat. So you can imagine what it looks like.... STUPID. A hat... seriously.....

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Today I felt what it's like to be truly bored of existing. Life is mundane. I am still aimless. Meandering. I no longer feel excited when I wake up in the morning. Instead, I feel dread. And misery? Some may think that JC life is getting to me, but it is not being in a JC that's getting me down. It's just life in general. After all don't Poly students have endless projects? As with I.T.E. students. How about working people, working 9-5 jobs?

Everyone has to do things that they hate. They do it because they are obliged to. So why am I complaining? The way I see it, life is just one boring cycle. School, work, death. There are times when I do wonder if I'll enjoy my job in the future. When I was in Sec 2, I had a dream job. Used to. Then Reality came knocking on my door and showed me that I didn't have the skills.

Sometimes I wonder if God is having a laugh at us puny humans. We run around trying to make something of ourselves , scavenging for happiness. But on the rare moments that we do find joy, it slips away and we desperately try cling on to it, to no avail.

Pointless. Life is just pointless.

2008-11-08T05:08:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAH!

Watch the full episode here .

2008-11-06T05:03:00.000-08:00

Hi.

I need to sleep. Right now. But I can't because Heroes S3 is on later till 12pm. How lah, I have Underwater World till 4pm tmrw somemore. AND GP!!! WTF!! And I only had 4 hours of sleep last night!!!!

WHAT HOLIDAY. LIES. ALL LIES.

Oh but I have a piece of GOOD news. Our class might be staying together! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Got my results today. Wow. Extremely bad. MSG is 3.86 or sth like that. Sheesh. Will work harder for A levels. If I don't ,I'm screwed. I'll have to find a job so I can pay for some overseas UNI if I don't make it to NUS/NTU/SMU .

But I haven't done any form of work since PW ended. Tsk. I've been playing Neopets. WHAT?? I WAS BORED OK. Hahahahaha. Oh if any of you guys play neopets add me k?? My username is waiseheill (QH is this familiar?) . heh

OH WAIT I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE!! CONGRATS BERNARD FOR BECOMING THE NEW COUNCIL VP!!!!!!!!! Very deserving (:

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A huge load has been taken off my shoulders. For so long now I've been brooding over it, and now things have been made clearer. HAPPY!

A shoutout : I LOVE YOU GUYS!! :D

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Anyone wants to play badminton?

Ok bye.

2008-11-03T02:39:00.000-08:00

OP IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nerve-wrecking like hell ok. Was doing some breathing exercises while clicking the powerpoint slides. My throat got increasingly drier as it came nearer to my turn. But everything went fine, I think (:

To: TP016, 19 and 20, ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-28T02:48:00.000-07:00

OMG I BOUGHT BRISINGR ALRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

I used money from my ATM and I'm not supposed to! Because its my dad's money. DIE DIE. Have to put in money before he finds out that I used it!!!!

Everyone, please keep reminding me that I owe my father money....!!! ARGH.

I have a humongous weakness for books. Pretty clothes can resist, pretty stationary can resist, BUT BOOKS!

THEY ARE THE WINDOWS TO ANOTHER WORLD! ENDLESS KNOWLEDGE CAN BE ATTAINED FROM THE WORKS OF THE GREATEST AUTHORS! A PRICE MUST BE PAID TO ENJOY SUCH A WONDERFUL FORM OF ESCAPISM!

Ok, I am just trying to justify my actions heh heh.

DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-27T05:43:00.001-07:00

Hmmm, reading Eldest now. It's extremely good. Much better than the Twilight saga.

No irritating Bella. She's such a cliche lah. Typical damsel in distress. Faints at a drop of a hat. SUPER selfless. SUPER brave (pui). SUPER pretty. Clumsy etc.
And Renesmee, Bella's demon baby, annoys me too. Ughhh. Adorable? Act cute more like.

I like Edward though. And Jacob (hilarious blonde jokes) . I don't like James (first book). Sheesh! If you want to suck Bella's blood then just suck lah! What's with all the drama about the damn video camera. Waste time only.

But I love ERAGON!!!!!!! Whooo, less drama more action :D

Have to save up for Brisingr. 30 bucks =/

2008-10-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

(: BLOGGING!

Went to LJS with with the palZz yesterday! Omg! Finally! It's nice to go there and just laugh like a loon.

Bought earrings which I lost shortly thereafter. WTFFF irritating. I'm so poor already lah.

Went to the dentist. He put some metallic thing on my upper jaw. And he says I don't have to put the headgear!!!!!! HAHAHAHA YAY NO UGLY BETTY :D My mum and bro are disappointed, they wanted to have a good laugh.

Yesterday was Ms. YEEEE Qian Hui's Bday!!!!!!! Happy birthday!!!!!! Half-naked Daniel Henney is love :D

Today was so slack lah. Ms. Huang bought doughnuts! Spicy cheese!

I think I shall go now . KAYZ BYEZ (:

2008-10-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

Tired.

All I seem to do with my life, is to wait for it to end.

2008-10-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

Pain. Mouth is in a world of pain.

Had seperators put in my teeth yesterday. Wahhh... I hate dental appointements!! Drill drill drill! Felt like my mouth was a construction site. Oh and I can't chew food now. Swallowed steamed salmon and bits of rice for lunch. For dessert, swallowed abit of cheesecake.

I'm super hungry now though. The maid cooked porridge but I stopped eating after a few spoonfuls cos it tasted weird. URGHH. My mum cooked beef for the rest of the family!! I want to eat but its too hard to swallow!!!!!!!!

Went out with the Didster yesterday too. Had a feast at Pizza Hut. My last real meal. Went to Kinokuniya. My heaven. Looked at a alot of travel books. Made me depressed =/

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My J1 experience is almost coming to a close. Only the last lap of PW left. I think I'll miss it though. Lunch with friends, thursday games with 08s05, fooling around during lectures and tutorials etc.

Even though this year was an extremely stressful one, I've met a bunch of people who have made JC life less mundane. Very sad that my class won't be together next year. Unlike other classes which will have two years worth of memories, we will only have one.

Special mention to:

Mandy : My first friend in JAE 08s05 (the other one not counted lah eh, hahaha). Take care of your throat pls. Oh and stop secretly ogling TG. Control the urge!!!!! Hahahahah (:

Bony: Glad that you did well enough to stay in 08s05 and go to Egypt! Remember my toy camel. I will miss your eternal lameness. HAHAHA.

Huihui: Sorry for the lame nickname! HAHAHA. I don't know why, but I know you're sad? Cheer up :)

Bernard and Andre : We don't hang out as much as last time... next year will definitely be worse because of our different subject combinations. Let's go LJS again one day and talk crap :)

Hey people, appreciate this ok! I hardly say how much I appreciate my friends. I am weird like
that. Dunno how to express myself freely. I am so act cool lah, hahahah.

One year just came and went. I will miss 08s05.

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Ok, I know some people have been wondering why I made my blog private. Nothing much, just posted some depressing stuff. Obviously, I've deleted those posts.

K! Byebye!

2008-09-24T05:06:00.000-07:00

Good News and Bad News!

Good News
1) I have Guitar Hero!!!!11111 And its superRR fun! I'm hooked.
2)Good Bio results.
3)Passed all my 4H2s overall! (Eh, I think only)
4)Am getting promoted!
5)TG is still hot!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Omg

Bad News
1)Good Bio results. ONLY. Everything else pretty much sucked. Hahaha =/
2)No 'C' average =/
3)No more 08s05 =/
4)Probably dropping Chem to H1 =/
5)Egypt Trip: $625 for Singaporeans
$2500 for non-singaporeans. GO AND DIE.

So I guess that sums up my Promotional J1 experience. I'm glad its over and I never have to go through it again. For some reason, I'm not feeling too depressed that my results aren't great. I'm just trying (very very very very very) hard not to be emo.

Not all of us are born smart right? Some of us just have to work harder to get the results that we want. I don't want to waste my time mourning for what I didn't achieve, I want to enjoy the few weeks I have left with 08s05 [:

2008-09-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

SIAN. Next week normal school starts again..aaaaaaaaaaarrgh.

I've been enjoying the past few days. I've caught up on my sleep, read alot and went out with friends. Yesterday was particularly enjoyable. Went out with Manda, Xin Hui, Qian Hui, Shi Qi, Jon, Bendix and Shawn! Totally thrilling experience!!! Hahahahaha... let's do it again sometime people, next time with the whole class. Should be fun [:

BONY! PANG SEH KIA!

Heh. I'm VERY VERY happy that I've finished my Promos while the other JCs are still mugging for theirs. Shiok feeling to see them studying all over the place.

Thank you TPJC for ending our misery early, but no thank you Chem Department for the @#$%ing difficult paper. Organic Chem suckkzzX.

Release of results next week! Please don't be too surprised if I jump in front of a speeding train.

2008-09-13T20:21:00.000-07:00

Quick updates!

1)Yayyyy Promos are almost over :D

2)Thursday, was a sort of self-declared holiday. A few of us went to Long John's. ATE LOTS. OH MY I LOVE THE PRAWNS.
Then we hung around Popular for about an hour... looking at kiddy books (Find The Pokemon game, HAA HAA HAA). Then we went to Toy's 'R' Us. I abused some dolls, Bony and I lusted after the Tamagotchis etc.

3)TG is reverse stalking me. It's obvious. Omg ha.

4)I wanna join Netball so badly. LIKE REAL BADLY. But the trainings are real tough, 2.4km every training?? I will die. But I miss the sport SO MUCH. I miss wearing the smelly bibs! Tournaments! Yelling around the court! Trying to out-run my defender (unfortunately, most of the time cannot) !

5) Brother has finished downloading SPORE...!! Happiness!!

6)Want to study for chemistry, but body is not co-operating.

Shoutouts to people

Didi : Yeayyyyy Wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!!

Church people : Go out soon pls pls. Suane blanjar thanks.

Mandy: MANDA DON'T EMO K. You're not AUNTIE AND YOU NEVER WILL BE. We love you very very much :D

2008-09-04T06:35:00.001-07:00

WHY IS TIME JUST ZOOMING BY????

Goodbye 08s05, hello 08/09s__.

This is just bullshit. Thank you Ministry of Education!!!!!!!!

2008-09-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

Hitler and ERP Woes

HAHAHAHA!

2008-08-23T08:51:00.000-07:00

Peace is sometimes so unattainable.

2008-08-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

OH HAPPY DAY!!!!!!

Played basketball today... quite fun !! Xinhui brought the ball. Played ABC (OMG SO LONG SINCE I PLAYED LAH) and some short matches.

AND I PASSED 2.4 !!!!!!! BY FOUR SECONDS!!!!!!!!!! Amazing....... Thanks to those who gave me lots of encouragement and were cheering me on while I was running. Really helped alot (:

GP presentation was fine. Wasn't great, but fine. Didn't stutter so much, but voice was a little shaky.

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I shall remember TODAY forever.

Bah, I'm not stupid enough to think that it means something. BUT STILL HAPPY! At least I know I'm not on square negative one :D haha.

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Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt

2008-08-13T04:41:00.000-07:00

OH MY GEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZ.

WAH LAO. I hate my NATURALLY LOUD VOICE WTFF!! Next time when I start blabbing secrets to the world with my built-in loudhailer, CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SHOVE AN ORANGE (or anything else that can fit) IN MY MOUTH TO SHUT ME UP???

Agggghhh! Stupidity!

2008-08-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

WHOO I PASSED THE MATHS TEST WTHECCCCCCCCCCCKK HAPPY!!!! :D

But I screwed up today's Chemistry test. Big surprise.

Kbye.

2008-08-10T06:13:00.000-07:00

Blogging, because my thoughts are keeping me awake at night.

School has been worrying. There are times when I feel like I LOVE SCHOOL to death, but there are also times when I feel like I want quit TPJC and never come back. I just feel so dumb sometimes, like when I can't understand the concepts, or finish homework on time or when I do extremely poor in tests.

I always ask myself if all this misery is worth it. Will I even pass A levels? And if not how? Go Poly and study for another three years?

Also, it is very likely that I will change class next year. I barely met the promotional criteria during Mid-Years.... so how the heck am I going to meet the C-average (to keep my 4H2s) for Promos? I'm not being pessimistic, just being realistic. So what happens when I change class?? BE ALONE FOR ONE WHOLE YEAR IZZIT?? It takes me extremely long to make friends one ok, I'm not exactly the friendliest person around.

AAAAAAAAARGGGGGGHH I'M SO FRUSTRATED.

And NEXT WEEK THERE'S ANOTHER DAMN GP TIMED ASSIGNMENT, ON A FRIDAY. What the hell @#$%^&*!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@! Can't they just give us a fucking break? MORONS.

And PW is shit! I can't believe MOE is torturing us with such bullshit! AND SPA?? Fuck SPA. I don't even know what S.P.A stands for. And Econs?? I don't care if the damn inflation rate, exchange rate, GDP is high or low, depreciating or appreciating. YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S DEPRECIATING??? MY SANITY LEVEL, THAT'S WHAT.

Ugh.. ok I go sleep now.

2008-07-23T04:37:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Whooooooo, today was College Road Run. Or Mass Walk for the lazy people. Oh my, I SAW TG RUNNING wowWOW. Hahahahahahahah.

Okay that's all, I just want to remember that moment for life (: Byebye.

2008-07-17T00:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH LEE LENG, AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE MINI-CELEBRATION IN SCHOOL TODAY!!!!!

Also thanks to fellow classmates for chipping in ! And Sheryl for providing the gigantic card! I'll post pictures up soon k, I've got that damn EOM to finish today.

2008-07-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

Up. Down. Up. Down. My mood's been pretty unstable lately.

I wish I had the ability to forget some of the shit things that people have said to me. Everytime I think of forgiving, all the things they've done/said to me replays in my head. And that is why I hold grudges for so long.

Forgive and be forgiven? Some things are just too hard to let go.

2008-07-10T06:15:00.000-07:00

Extremely tired! BUT REALLY HAPPY :D HAHA

Thursday Captain's Ball is always fun. Better than last week's Frisbee game. Cannot catch, cannot throw. I think I did more for my team by just standing around than actually trying to play. Haha.

And today's ball game had a Girls Vs. Boys match! Girls lost obviously, but still! We didn't play to badly :D
After the game,Caryn, Bernard, Andre, Nazreen and I went for a small dinner at the Bubble tea shop. We discovered Pink Guava. OH MY super shiokkk to drink when you're tired. I had approximately two cups. And our conversation topics were weird... from the smelly boy's toilet to horror/gore movies and then to animal cruelty. hahaha

Got caught in the rain. Also I did this half-twirl, half jump over this dark wet patch on the floor thinking it was a drain, but apparently it was just concrete -.- WTH, so malu.

OHHHHHHHHHH AND SOMETHING FANTASTIC HAPPENED TO ME TODAY!!!! MADE ME SO HAPPY THE WHOLE DAY :DDDD
To those who know please don't tag my board about it HEHE. I know it's stupid, but still! HAHA.

Parent-teacher meeting soon! Shittzzzzzzz

KBYE!

2008-07-05T01:34:00.000-07:00

Qns; The person who tagged you is?
Crazy Amanda!!!!!!

Qns; What is your relationship with him/her/them?
Crazy friend!!!

Qns; Your 5 impressions of him/her/them?
Tg-hater. sarcastic (in a funny way...if not towards me. HAHA), Mrs. Goh's adopted child, Maths-pro (tutor me please) AND not your typical goody-two-shoes, choir girl like I thought when I first met her :D

Qns; The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
The day when she put her face as my handphone wallpaper. OH MY HAHAHAHA. I almost had a cardiac arrest.

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
Commit suicide? Whatever happened to TG??!!

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improves on?
Facial features. Must remodel face to look like TG.

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...?
Buy her THOUSANDS of pink, frilly stuff.

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Got knocked out of my senses by somebody's B.O. ?

Qns; The most desire thing you want to do for him/her/them now is?
What????

Qns; Your overall impression on him/her?
Great, funny friend :D Aww, Mandy don't cry.

Qns; How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Varies from person to person.

Qns; The character you love of yourself is...?
MY AWESOME-NESS!!!!!!! And also my humility. Ehem.

Qns; On the contrary, the character you hate dislike yourself are ...?
Easily irritated.

Qns; The most ideal person you want to be is?
Someone who is less awkward in social situations.

Qns; For people who care & like you, say something about them.
My birthday is in NOVEMBER. Don't forget.

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PMS and crap results are an extremely bad combinaton. I feel like Job (from the bible). I expected a little more from Maths and GP... I walked out of the examination hall feeling pretty good about myself, only to to stare shit marks in the face when the time came. Ah well, I guess from now on I won't expect too much from myself. Complacency and Procrastination are bad habits that I need to get rid of.

Still, I don't regret coming to a JC. Since I've chosen this route I will stick to it. My only hope is that I become more disciplined, if I don't, my downfall will undoubtedly be near.

I am going to a buffet later. I shall gorge myself without guilt.

2008-07-04T04:38:00.000-07:00

I feel like..........................shit.

Thanks Didi! For making this week a little less crappy (:

2008-06-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!

Germany beat Turkey 3-2. LAHM SCORED AT THE LAST MINUTE YEAAAYYYY. Actually wanted to watch the match... set my alarm to 2.30 am. But I didn't wake up. SHEESH.

Today's maths paper was quite alright. Wasn't as tough as I expected it to be. BUT! I made many careless mistakes. First question was on Series and Sequences, what the heck.

Saw it, and immedeately started panicking... how to do????!! After a minute of stoning, the solution came to me. Hehehe :D I was so pleased with myself for being able to solve a weird question. I was already giving myself imaginary pats on the back. "I'm such a genius!!!! Ehehehehehe.", I thought to myself. THEN, after the paper I realised I substituted in the wrong value. Good job.

Other than maths, everything else went badly. Biology was 150 minutes of guesswork. Chemistry seriously whooped my ass (thank you, Redox). Econs BLEEARRGGGH.

Last week was mugging (er,sort of). This week, exams. Next week.. lectures, tutorials and results. Life is good.

2008-06-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

THIS IS OFFICIALLY THE SHITTIEST HOLIDAY EVER. ARGGGHHH.

GERMANY LOST TO CROATIA FFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU----
LAHM NEEDS A HUG!!!!!!!

Oh er, Netherlands very good meh? How did they beat Italy 3-0 and France 4-1?

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My parents bought my bro a new computer. For what? I don't know. Its not like he needs it. But oh well, I get the other computer now!! HEHEHE.

Anywayz, its the Great Singapore Sale season now and I'm broke. How sad.

Wanna buy the following :

SO CUTE :D LIKE TG :D

WHY MUST THE GAMES BE SO EXPENSIVE??!!! Damn you Nintendo.....!!!!!!!!

Kbye!

2008-06-08T05:38:00.000-07:00

Germany VS. Poland later and I can't watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well, Germany's gonna win anyway (:

2008-06-04T07:16:00.001-07:00

Just got back from class BBQ :D SUPER FUN!!!!!111

Amanda, Caryn, Xinhui, Bernard and Andre came to my house first, after grocery shopping to play Wii! Wahahahah damn funnay. They can never beat my high score! HeHEhe. Yay, I am a PRO boxer. Oh man, too bad no pictures of them playing the Wii. I think we have a video of Xinhui boxing... but turn out look like she was doing the doggy paddle. HAHAHA.

Played Resident Evil 4 again, I controlled the movement while Amanda controlled the shooting (same as saturday, when she came over). Wah so weird, everyone was getting worked up over the game.
Hahaha, there was this one time the zombie came out of NOWHERE. So I screamed. Screamed so loudly that everyone else got more shocked and they screamed as well HEHEHE.

Then went over to Farha's house for the bbq:D Ate so much food.... pigging out session. Oh and I got pushed into the pool! Screamed bloody murder. Bah! Lucky my shorts dried, if not I'll be going home looking like I peed in my pants.

Also had lots of Bernard-Caryn-Andre and Bernard-Sylvester-Andre love triangle jokes. Andre and Caryn disappeared midway through the bbq to shop for thongs.....oops I mean Tongs. Eheheheh.

Enjoyed myself thoroughly. Awww, I'm gonna miss the 08s05-ersZZ. Especially my clique :(

The weeks ahead promise nothing but endless mugging for the exams! WHEE!

2008-05-12T08:04:00.001-07:00

PERSEVERE PERSEVERE.

Gavin Degraw is hot :D Huh who cares about TG?? -flips hair in a bimbotic manner-

Want to sleep, but cannot sleep. Stupid Nescafe. Made me wanna pee during mock GP compre ( I was shaking my leg the whole time HAHA) , and now depriving me of much needed sleep -.-

I need to persevere!!!!!!!! It's only second term, JC life is only gonna get harder.

Thank god for my class.

2008-05-10T01:45:00.001-07:00

OMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHIT. I hate econs!!

Ok lah, its quite interesting at times ( I can finally sort of understand economic articles in the paper haha).... But the work is @#$%!! I have to finish 8 essay questions by monday ................!!! I haven't finished GP commentary! Maths and Chem Tutorial!! Bio SPA on Monday!!! WTF Panic.

But still, I think its a blessing that I went to TPJC. Imagine! I would be in MJ if I got one point lower for the 'O' Levels. I would die there lah. Being a moderate slacker, MJ is not the right place for me... because I heard they have the "weeding out" system or something. Which, is kicking out students who cannot make it in Year One. Yep, that's the way they treat their students - LIKE GRASS.

AnywayZ, time to return to hell (read: study table).
BYE :D!!!!

2008-04-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

SPORTS DAY WAS DAMNNNN FUNN!!! AND HAWK WON CHAMPION!!!!!!!!!!!! Yayyy..

Mr. Bala starting the event with a water-rocket thingy

Hawk Mascot : Sylvester (2nd prize :D)

HAHAHA

Heron cheerleaders

Novelty Event

Hawk Cheerleaders :D 2nd prize also!!

After Sport's day we went gardening!!

HAHAHAHAH!!

Aiyoh. Wanted to take a picture of TG (That guy) but it would have looked damn obvious. He looked quite gay today HAHA.

Amanda and I actually found this particular guy quite good-looking, but then we heard him SLANG. Urrrrggghh. And we thought he was the brooding type .....

2008-04-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

Class photo in the Audi!! I was wearing Andre's shirt HAHA

Farhannah and I during Interact :D

Sheryl and AmandeRR (during the newspaper collection)

Another class photo !!

HELLO!! Long time no blog ehhhhh :D

08s05 had a captain's ball session yesterday after P.E. and it was fantasticKK. Haven't played a game like that in a long, long time.

Oh and went out with DIDI today (: After three weeks :D

Hm, dunno what to write about so I guess I'll end here. Bye !

2008-03-07T02:54:00.000-08:00

Me: [takes out file] Oh my file is green!!

Person X : That's yellow!

Me and classmate: Hah??!!

Me: Are you colour-blind or what?? It's super green!!

Me and classmate : Hahahahahaha..

Person X: ...

During Chem practical:

Chem Tutor: Blah Blah Blah.. Oh is there anyone who is colour-blind?

Person X : -raises his hand-

Me: [thinking] Ohhhh shiiiiit..

Ok that was a very STUPID MISTAKE. At least Person X doesn't hate me.. I think. Other than that, school has been fine. Long hours, damn tiring, but can be fun at times. Like yesterday's P.E. lesson. I swear I thought I was going to die ok, I was experiencing agonizing pain at my calf area. But it was fun in a "LET'S GET HEALTHY AND LOSE WEIGHT, OH AND LET'S HAVE CLASS BONDING!!" kind of way.

We also had another round of class bonding today. We initially wanted to play captain's ball, but we had no ball so we talked instead. It was fun :D

Oh and I'll be flying off to the Land of Smiles (and transvestites) next week!! Quite exciting. But I'll be losing a week meant for intense studying.

OK bye!

2008-02-23T04:20:00.000-08:00

YAY ORIENTATION TWO WAS fUN :D

The "campfire" was great because:

1) There was no fire because of the rain. Good, no heat.

2)Since it was raining, we had the "campfire" at the hall. AIRCON!!

3)The performances were hilarious. Ok, not all. Aphrodite's (I think) performance was weird. I had no idea what they were doing. It was just a bunch of guys beating each other up on stage while they shouted "RAHH aRrrgghhhAhh!!"

4)Mass Dance. Wow. I suck.

5)ARES won best overall group!!!!! Whoooo~

6)Mini-concert at the end. I think that was highlight. There was this band on stage and they sang a few songs. Everyone was jumping around, clapping, whoo-ing, punching their fists in the air. There were these four mats doing some kind of drunkard loser dancing and we formed a circle to watch them embarass themselves. Before we knew it, two guys were on the floor, one on top of the other. HAHAHA.

Okay I think I like TPJC now. I might change my mind a next week when lectures and tutorials start.Oh and I'm taking 4 H2s now. Hope I can do it. Maths is just producing question marks on the top of my head. Bio is still one big mystery to me.

bye..

Oh and Gerald!! We're missing you here in TP!!! Hope everything's great in MJ :D

2008-02-19T03:15:00.000-08:00

Today I was with Esther Yee and we concluded a few things about the JAE posting.

Those who are in Serangoon JC are are Tampines JC rejects.
Those in Tampines JC are Meridian rejects.
Those in Meridian are Temasek rejects.
Those in Temasek are Victoria rejects.
Those in Victoria are Hwa Chong rejects.
And those in Hwa Chong are social rejects.

Yeah, I got Tampines and TOO BAD, I am and MJ reject.

Haha, whatever, I am still unsure of this JC thing anyway. It is destroying my youth.

2008-02-14T01:53:00.000-08:00

Happy Single Awareness Day people.

It's not so great to be back here.

2008-01-11T07:33:00.000-08:00

I'm going to The Philippines on FEB !!! Excitement. Yay can skip school.

PMS-ey self speaking:

I'm really bored with JC life. Is THIS what lays ahead for me???? Ultra-boring lectures (OMG ECONS). Waking up superr early just so that my chem lecturer wont interrogate me when I arrive late. (You're late twice already?? What time do you wake up?! Where do you live?! What time do you reach the bus stop?! Your badge should be on the right side!!!!).

Annoying classmates... during GP this VS boy was like, "We are more advanced. We are more high-tech. We are higher beings." WE, as in Singaporeans being better than the rest of Asia. What a joke! Having a fancy LCD tv and a telephone in your house doesn't make you a "higher being", you pompous asshole.

Wow... where did that anger come from eh. I certainly wasn't that pissed when I heard him say that. Hahaha, okay I really think its PMS. Or maybe I just miss the holidays. Or maybe I'm just not a people person.

Oh and I dreamt that I got an F9 for humanities during O-Level results day. With 22 points. Hahaha, I also received HISTORY results and other subjects which I don't take.

Kbye!

2008-01-03T06:23:00.000-08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Orientation at TPJC is finally over. GOOD. Goodbye awkward small talk with group members. Goodbye awkward games with group members (Spaghetti Race? What the ssssshittt?!). Eh, but I still have to make more small talk eventually... with other people. Sigh, I hate the first few days in a new school.

Enough complaining.. TPJC is quite nice I guess. I think I'll stay there even after results are released. Which will be coming out on the 25th? or 11th? or 18th? OR 21st? Dunno lah, these are all the dates random people have come up with.

It was quite tiring today... slept at 5 intending to nap till 6, but ended waking up at 8pm. So yah, I'm wide awake now, even though I want to sleep.

I really miss my carefree days during the holidays. Oh and I miss Changkat a little. I passed by the school yesterday in the morning and it felt kinda weird that I wasn't walking into the school gate with the other students.

Anyway, I Am Legend was a great movie. Even though the girls behind me kept screaming. Watch it, people.

2007-11-26T03:16:00.000-08:00

Long delayed graduation night post!

My fave cat and Didi

I mIsS nEtBall wOrr...

Adeline

Adeline and Feli

Nadia... nice dress!

Feli let's go eat waffles again! This time no sharing! Oh and lend me Sims Hot Date!

Grace(:

SHARON!

Omggg... ELLY! I am so gonna miss making fun of Khairul with you and Jannah!

Pei Jing :D

My reptile friend

Mydin and Anthony. Aiyoh, next year I'm going to have new clb classmates. Wonder who I can copy from during spelling.

Saficat. Yah, I'm stretching my neck, for obvious reasons.

Lorrane and Guan :D

Robert!

A bored Zhen Ming

Zhi Hao!

Guan Yu?

Miss Chan!

Performer

Mdm Adibah :D

Mr. Lim (who looks like he just came out from maths remedial) and Lin Xin

Mrs Tan.... I'm going to fail Social Studies. Sorry....................................

Bye 4e1, hello unknown school of the future.

Okie. I don't remember much of grad. night except that it was fun.
I also had to dance on stage. Wah it was so weird!!!!!! I didn't even feel nervous!!!! I think its because I was concentrating on getting the steps right... haha. Didi said that I looked like I was doing Maths.

AnywayZ, I have work tomorrow at some atas hotel. I shall not reveal the name of the hotel here because I plan to complain about it alot. My bosses are like (Khairul + Sir Chai Hee) x 2, so you can imagine how bad it is.

Oh and I've been seventeen for almost a month now :D I dunno why but being seventeen feels much better than being sixteen.

To those who wished me a happy birthday, thanks for remembering!
To those who didn't, thank you for acknowledging that there's nothing to celebrate!

Okay Bye :D

2007-10-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

Hi. I am quite depressed.

Oh damn. I'm was hoping to get 12 points and below...but I don't think that's achievable now.
I think my E. maths will get an A2 at most. Many careless mistakes for chem. Add. maths was ok though, but I have a feeling I won't get A1.

I really wanted to go to MJ....

2007-10-25T05:45:00.001-07:00

MY BROTHER IS AN ASSHOLE.

2007-09-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAF AND SHANNON!!!!!!!!! (Yah yah, I know the colour combination sucks, but it took a long time ok.)

Yes, welcome to sixteenhood. Many things come with this magical age. Such as a wider variety of movie choices! Go ahead! Watch an NC16 movie! Though I have to warn you, all NC16 movies are crap.... oh well, 5 more years till you guys are 21.

Enjoy your birthdays! Oh and good luck for bio paper 2 tomorrow, haha. How nice for your birthday to fall during Prelims.

Oh, yah. Saf, I still owe you a birthday song.

2007-09-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

I THINK I WILL GET CRAP RESULTS FOR ENGLISH.

My compo... was so.... unbelievably disgusting. What was I writing????? It was very un-me. The number of times I rolled my eyes at it was countless.
Summary was screwed up too.

Oh weeeellll. Tomorrow is Chinese 'B' paper. Snooze time.

2007-09-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

I have achieved absolutely nothing this week.

Wwnt to a primary school gathering last night. I was quite surprised at the number of people who bothered to turn up, more than twenty in total. Looks-wise, they haven't really changed... but everyone seems to have become more mature. Saw Bryan and Xue Ni, both of whom I haven't seen for about four years. Xue Ni changed a whole damn bloody lot man. She's no longer the tomboyish, middle-finger pointing girl I used to know.
The gathering was pretty interesting once the awkaward small talk had evolved into real conversation. Hopefully, this won't be the last time I'm seeing them.

Today, met up with the churchies. Well to sum it up, I ate cow portions of food... so it looks like my strict carb-desert only diet, which I've been following this few days, will go to waste.

I got back my english results and "Aaaaargggh" is the only way to describe them. It's not that they're bad, it's just that they're stupid. Mdm Adibah told me that my writing was "controlled" and that I have to learn to "let go". In other words, I have to be more personal.

Well, that sucks. The truth is, I dont know how to write like that. I just don't like to get emotional. I very rarely write about serious issues. My compositions are light-hearted. I use simple vocabulary. I don't like to put dialogues in my essays as it dramatizes things. That's just how I write.

Really, is being personal the only way to engage a reader? I read a little of a classmate's compo, and wow, was I amazed. I could never write anything like that. It's not exactly something that I would enjoy reading, but it was impressive. Maybe, that's why my essays have been graded A2 at best, I give too little emotion - I am too detached.

But I really can't! I can't even read dramatic stories, let alone write one. Maybe that's why I steer clear of Jodi Picoult books and I think Nicholas Sparks' books are the dumbest books I've ever read. Oh wow, some major character dies at the end! OMG I totally didn't see that coming !!!1111
Though, I have to admit, I kinda liked "A Walk to Remember". Not because of the two main character's undying love for each other, but because the start of the book was quite funny.

[Digression. Two years ago, I had a friend who broke up with her boyfriend and she told me, in-between sobs, that her heart felt like it was being "torn into a million pieces". It took every ounce of my will-power to stop myself from laughing out loud.]

I guess I don't have a choice. Perhaps with the right vocab, my compo for Prelims won't turn out too melodramatic.

2007-09-03T08:31:00.000-07:00

My tailbone has been hurting for more than a month now.

Everyone's been urging me to go to a doctor, but I don't think I am.
Found this on a website:

The entire vertebral column (spine) may be examined. A neurologic examination may be performed. A rectal examination may also be performed. For this exam, the physician inserts a finger into your rectum to feel the area of the coccyx and determine if there is a dislocation or a fracture that can be felt and if direct pressure against the coccyx reproduces your pain.

HAHAHA. No way am I going through that.
Anyway, its not like its some kind of major injury, I'll just wait for it to heal.
Sitting down is quite a pain in the ass (HAHA PUN HEHEH) though.
I shall do alternate buttock sitting.

2007-09-02T19:39:00.000-07:00

Blogging from the new laptop..! Yay.. how exciting.

Anyway, the holidays are here and there's nothing to do, except study. I'm going out for sushi this friday though, so yeah that's all.

Nothing happening so I've got nothing to blog about...Can't wait for the REAL holidays..

2007-08-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

A. maths went horribly, horribly wrong. There were lots of questions that I couldn't do... and those I could I do, were probably incorrect. To make matters worse, everything I studied for in S.S. pulled a disappearing act during the paper yesterday. So, after an hour of writing random words on my foolscap paper, I knew I could kiss a pass for Comb. Humans, goodbye.

English did not go well. My compo was weird and I'm quite embarrassed with the number of lame jokes I threw in. It didn't help that I was in a constant state of panic during the paper. I actually started spewing a few Hokkien swear words in my head when Mr. Helmi announced that we had ten minutes left.

Needless to say, I'm not looking forward to getting my results back next week. Partly because I sort of know the outcome already (not good), and I'm not looking forward to the look of disappointments my parent are going to give me when they hear about my results.

On a happier note, I watched Hairspray yesterday. Everyone in it was really good, especially John Travolta, who, during the show, I actually believed was a woman.

Its really frustrating when people lie to me. Not only does it imply that they think I'm dumb enough to believe such dramatic, attention-seeking/ ego-pumping stories, it also means that I have to pretend to believe them.

When confronted, such people will suddenly get angry and defensive, and they start telling more lies to cover up the lies they've already told. Eventually, every story they come up with will contradict the other and this is when they proverbially shoot themselves in the foot.

They can also pull the "I'm so helpless" act. Only seasoned pros can pull this off sucessfully. Oh I lied because I'm insecure/totally at a loss at what to do/sad... I'll never do it again I promise. Boohoo.

There's no way to deal with such people, since they pull all sorts donkey tales out of their ass just to justify their lies and by the time its your turn for a rebuttal, you're already drowned in a steaming pile of shit.

The best thing to do is to humour them with little or no enthusiasm. Doing things like nodding your head, laughing insincerely (LOL, ROFL, LMAO) or saying things like "Mmm, yeahh.." , "Ohhhh" and my personal favourite "Orhh like that arhhh" will eventually turn them off. Too bad, I'm not patient enough.

2007-08-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA! I can't believe my last post was almost two months ago!

Anyway, I haven't had much time to blog.. for obvious reasons. This will probably be my last post till the O's are over.

This post will just be mindless ramblings, so forgive me if I don't make sense:

I AM SO @#$%^& stressed. OH. MY. GOODNESS. Mock A. Maths P1 was a killer. The questions were so weird and shit, I had no idea what I was writing half the time. My workings looked like they were part-tamil, part-nonsense. I should find an Indian friend that can translate it for me, Sanofar perhaps? Ah whatever, I'll still fail.

What is up with that Differentiation graph anyWAY?? Why is so unknown and and weird and NOT understandable? Why must it contain so many marks? Why am I not a Maths expert????????????????!!

Heheh. Okay rambling over. Sheesh that was nerdy.

Hmm, the exams in about two months time. Glad that its going to be over soon, but still, I don't think I'll be fully prepared. Everytime I think about the end of O levels I hug my pillow with joy, but then reality sinks in. A. MATHS WAH LAU OK I DON'T WANT TO SAY ANYHTING ANYMORE ABOUT THAT FRUSTRATING SUBJECT. GOSH.

Anyway, 4e1- ers study hard!!! WE ARE COOL NERDS GEDDDITTTTT. Like emmmmm... Ugly Betty!

Kbye!

2007-06-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Yay! I've watched Fantastic Four! It was quite good, but it should have been longer. In my opinion, all movies should be three hours long. Why? Dunno lah, I just like long movies (:

After the movie the four of us went to Cafe Cartel. They have the best nachos in the world!! I'm not exaggerating lah.Deeeeenise! We have to go their again. I wanna try their ribs! And everything else :D

The best nachos in the world

Ohhhh... I am so craving for it now. Eating it gives me a feeling like MAGICCC!!! YAYAYAY!
Eh hem, ok. I tried their New York Cheesecake. I actually expected a liitle more from it since the menu said it was Cafe Cartel's signature dish. Bah. It's not that nice. It has that lemon air freshener taste that stays in your mouth. Not pleasant.

Not the best cheesecake in the world

I've tried Coffee Bean's and Starbucks' cheesecakes as well. Starbucks' was the best.

We also tried this fish thing and this chicken thing. Forgot what they're called. But both were quite tasty. Especially the chicken!

The Fish

This Denise, dunno why she kept raving on about wanting to eat salad. MY GOODNESS. So I told her that next time she should just eat the lettuce that was under the fish so that there will be more food for us.

She just gave me that "Erica, shuddup" look. Saf and I had a good laugh about it though. Heheh.

Before I end this post, I shall keep my promise to Denise.......

........................................... a special place for you and Bryan! Aww, aren't you touched(:

Okay bye :D !

2007-06-12T01:13:00.001-07:00

I'm going to watch Fantastic four tommorrow (: With spidercat and FOO!

I dunno what is it with watching movies that get me so excited.

Went to Raffles City for some donuts with Didi again.
Queued for a bleddy long time.

Can you see where the queue starts?

Finally got to order one thousand years later. Bought 2 boxes of twelve and 1 box of 6.
I accidentally told the woman "Can I have twelve dozen boxes?"

Didi and I went to Chippy's after we got our donuts. I put one of the boxes on my lap, and in true dumbass fashion, the box back-flipped and landed upside-down on the floor.

I froze. Didi froze. A girl beside us went "Oh my god...". People stared. Dunno why, but the both us just stared at the box. Just stared and stared, like a couple of idiots. We didn't even try to pick it up. Inside I was screaming.

We finally snapped out of our daze when oh-my-god-girl's friend picked it up. WHAT A GOOD PERSON THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! Goodness knows how long Didi and I would have been staring at the box if she didn't pick it up.

After that, we went to the Esplanade area to eat the donuts.
Wah, the Esplanade has the creepiest lifts in the whole Singapore man.

When the lift doors were closing a little too slow:

Didi: Oh my gosh.... THE DOOR HAVEN'T CLOSE YET!!

When the lift started making groaning sounds:

Didi: Oh NoOoOoooo! ERICAA!! -starts scurrying around the lift- [door opens, and everyone outside stares at us]

Overall it was quite a fun day :D

2007-06-09T07:01:00.000-07:00

I can't believe there are only two more weeks before school starts.

I have so much homework to complete. I still have to do MAJOR double maths revision. About 5 more months to the start of the O's.......... WHERE HAS ALL THE TIME GONE TO??????!!!! Agh.

Anywayz, I've finally watched Spiderman 3, Shrek 3 and Pirates 3. Pirates 3 was the best, though I wished they had killed off Orlando Bloom's character early in the movie. That sissy.... even his girlfriend was more badass than him... Aiyoh.

Shrek 3 was a huge disappointment. The jokes were made for nine-year old children. Ok lah.. there were some funny parts, but Shrek 2 was so much funnier! Oh and it made me NOT want to have children in the future.

Also, why are there so many idiots wearing that Shrek headband?? You are not a child, for goodness sake. It's the children's job to act cute, not yours.

Bah. Whatever. I'm going to watch Fantastic Four soon. I think. YEAH CAN'T WAIT. Oh and my parents are going to The Phillippines next Friday. So yes, it will only be my bro and me :)
And you know what that means.............. late-night movie marathons!!

Does anyone know where I can get Nachos?

2007-05-31T18:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE AVIE :D

What?! You're twenty?? Oh man, that's old.

2007-05-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

I am going out TOMORROW HEHEHEHEhhhh. Gonna watch Shrek (:
Safiqa! How could you watch Pirates without me......

Went to Orchard with Didi yesterday. Wah I dunno lah, we just seemed so tired?
Ate at Pizza Hut first, then we walked, then we went to Ya Kun again.
I have lost my kaya toast virginity!!! I've heard people rave about Ya Kun's kaya toast countless of times.. Hm.
It's definitely the best Kaya Toast I've ever eaten. But then again, I haven't exactly eaten many kaya toasts before...

Today, went out with the family. My father bought my bleddy brother a bleddy guitar.
Jealous? ME? He got it just because he passed every subject in his examinations. Cheh, I also want. I don't know how to play it though ha ha..
But I'm going to learn after 'O' Levelzzzzzzzz!

--

Brother: Where's my green tea?

Me: YOUR green tea?! YOURRRR green tea?!!

Brother: Er, yah.

Me: YOUUUUUURRR GREEN TEA?? Hahahaha YOUR green tea ah?

Brother: What your problem??!

Me: HAhahaA.. YOURR green tea.. hahahaha...

Brother: Go away lah!

In case you are wondering, no, I had no idea what I was saying. I just wanted to annoy my brother.

Next week study camp! Hooray.

2007-05-25T01:11:00.000-07:00

Hello!

So yes, another school term has ended. The 'O' Levels are drawing nearer. 5 months away only.. What the hell!! Last year (around this time) I was still excitedly awaiting for my trip to Perth!

Okay, I shall say something which is super cliched: How time flies.... -cue sentimental music-

Whatever. Sooooooo... Didi and I ate lunch at Sakura today. Wah,it's been a really long time since I ate there. I remember the last meal I ate from the restaurant was their Seafood Fried Rice. The rice was swimming in oil. High cholesterol goodness.... yum.

Fried Baby Squid which I shared with Didi

Well, it was quite nice. The only thing which we left out were the veggies.

OH! OH! GUESS WHAT I SAW WHEN I LOOKED THE WINDOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Actually Didi told me, heh)

Boy wearing NPCC uniform outside school. Buying bubble tea somemore! Hahaha.. best.

2007-05-14T16:48:00.000-07:00

Happy 18th birthday Alane!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-11T00:08:00.001-07:00

There are some things which creep up behind your back and then suddenly shout, "YOU'RE SCREWED!!!" in your face. Take the Mid-Years for example. It's like a train you didn't see coming. When you finally turn around, it just runs you over.

I think the worst paper was E.Maths. There were rumours going round today that my class didn't do well. Well, I'm just going to throw away that piece of information for now. I am going to enjoy my weekend people....! I have been deprived of sleep for too long!

I promise I will not whine when I get my results.

kaybye.

2007-05-05T03:38:00.000-07:00

2007-04-29T03:07:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Suane!

Wow, you're eighteen now........ but still shorter than me =)

2007-04-28T07:33:00.000-07:00

With the Mid-Years looming just ahead, I find my myself controlling the urge to tear up all my textbooks, TYSes and school examination papers to pieces.

I am going to fail Maths. I just know it. Also my combined humanities subject is proving to be the biggest bitch of them all. Making notes is a chore, memorising them - TORTURE.
Chemistry is gonna be a killer. That's what Ms. Ling said.

So yeah, I'm pretty much screwed.

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Sport's Day wasn't anything special. It was hot, for one thing....and it didn't help that our jerseys were made up of lousy material. I participated in two events which I lost.... my stamina slowing me down as always.

Anyway, after hearing Felicia scream her lungs out for everyone, including those who weren't in our House, I've concluded how they chose various CCA leaders:

Girl Guides Company Leader: The girl who has the loudest scream
NCC USM: Boy with the most 'man' vibe
Scouts: Boy who has the best coordination on pulling the flag while the natinal anthem plays
SJAB Chairman: The person with the fairest skin tone
NPCC Chairman: Person with the most free time

Speaking of NPCC, it was amazing to see the sec one cadets with their uniform. Amazing because they seemed to oblivous to all the rules about wearing the uniform. Berets not on, belts off, shirts tucked out, bags on rank... Sir CH would have a heart attack.

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Spending sixteen bucks on random Happy House items is not a good thing.

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANELIE (:

2007-04-04T03:05:00.000-07:00

Ikea Trip with Didi!

Fish with Chive Sauce

Daim Cake, I shared with Didi

Swedish Meatballs....! Thanks Feli, for recommending it.

Fried Mars Bars, which I ate when I went to Raffles City with Denise!

I'm feeling stressed, tired and extremely panicky. What's new?
I hate Mid-Years...! @#$%^&(*&^%$#

Some comments on my new haircut:

Felicia: You look so girly!
Saficat: You look like a girl!

Hmmm.

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It's a little irksome when people constantly find the need to prove their worth.

2007-03-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

Finally....!!!!!

Ohhhh... I've coveted you for so long and now you're mine. Muahehhheh.

Ok, I know I'm going to sound extremely bimbotic but they guy who served me at the Addidas shop was very... handsome(:

Me: Can I have this in size 5?

Addidas dude: Size 5?

Me: Err... ahhh...ummm..uhhh...Emmm... -continues stammering-

Why am I so stupid........................

Yah lah. I know I've been MIA for so long. But that's because of the bleddy common tests. But it's over now. One down, four more examinations to go...

Hmm.. nothing much happening really. I actually have A.T.F. (NPCC thing) today at Pulau Ubin, but I didn't go because I did not want to waste precious hours of my life in an island with too many mosquitoes. So I went to visit Kuya Alvin at the hospital with Anelie instead (We're praying for you!)
I still have MASS Passing Out Parade rehearsal TOMORROW. GOSH. I thought it was goodbye forever when I said I was passing out. I was wrong.

Really, the point of the Mass Passing Out Parade just escapes me. It is a waste of time. Yeah yeah, all the big shots of NPCC are going to be there. YawnZ.
Marching under the hot sun again. I think the place will be packed with Cadet Inspectors. Oh jeez, my worst nightmare.

Maybe I shouldn't go. I have better things to do, man!

Anyway, I'm gonna have class bbq this thursday! Exciting....! Chicken wings! Satay! Food Galore!

Diet? What diet?

2007-02-23T08:57:00.000-08:00

It is one in the morning.

I can't sleep. I feel so pressurized and stressed. I still have to go back to school tomorrow EVEN THOUGH IT IS A SATURDAY.
Oh crap, common tests next week. I feel insecure. Have I studied enough?
Even though it's only the common tests, I think my parents are going to be very disappointed if I don't do well.

Denise, remember! We're going to Han's next friday! Need to eat Bacon Carbonara.

I hope I can blog more next time. Kinda miss blogging long and detailed entries.

2007-02-16T23:35:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Valentines's Day.

Thanks to Hui Ting, Kris, Denise, Robert, Jannah Banana, Felicia, Azyan, Safiqa and Didi for ruining my diet. Sigh. Guess its back to more jogging.

Well, it's good to see that my class is getting more united. The awkwardness and introvertness is gone. Mr. Lim even told Ms. Ling, "Look at your class! So lovey-dovey!" Ahahaha ewww.

Also, I've stepped down early due to an arguement with the one and ONLY, Khairul. Cadet Inspectors are truly a unique breed of Asshole. Well, at least now I won't have to come up with excuses to get out of parades. Finally, I can concentrate on netball and my studies (:

You guys can can look at his life story in his blog. It truly is inspirational. I'm inspired.

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Watched Home Utd vs. Tampines Rovers at Tampines Stadium Yeaterday. Home won 4-2! Lionel Lewis KICKS ASS!!!!!

2007-01-21T03:41:00.000-08:00

Trust is pivotal in every relationship.

2007-01-19T04:36:00.000-08:00

Ohhohohohohohhohohhohohohohooooooooooo.

I passed my A. Maths Retest YAY!!!!!! 45/80!!! But I lost eight bleddy marks for carelessness. Eh, whatever lah... I am SO gonna show this to my ex-tuition teacher. Heheheheheheh.

I failed E.maths though. Aiyaaaaaah but NEVERMIND I am OVERJOYED because now I know that I don't REALLY suck at maths. Only abit :)

Whole class went to Ngee Ann Poly yesterday. Ate Avie was at the Film, Sound and Music building and she sabo-ed me lah.

So we were in this radio studio thing, and the "D.J." asked for two volunteers to talk on the radio recording, and we had to talk about "Should Men Shave All Their Hair" and "Should Women Have Uneven Hair".

I thought they were talking about head hair. They weren't.

Guy: Can we have two volunteers?

Ate Avie: THIS GIRL!!! -points to me-

Me: WHAT!?! Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo..!!

(everyone starts clapping.... I start going into "Frantic" mode)

So another girl joins me, and she introduces herself on radio. So calm. So cool So colleected. Beside her, a girl ( i.e. ME) is in a bundle of nerves and she suddenly realises that she badly needed to pee.

Oh and I'm sorry everyone in CCSS. I mentioned my school when I intro-ed myself. I have tarnished the school's name forever. I AM SO SORRY!

Guy: So do you think that guys should shave all their hair?

Calm Girl: Yes because it is unhygenic... blahblahblah

Ok, as i said, I had no idea that the subject we were talking about was not about head hair, but pubic hair, armpit hair etc.
All the while, I was thinking what a weird person Calm Girl was. Bald men very hygenic meh, I thought.

Guy: How about you? Do you think men should shave their hair?

Me: No. Because its not stylish and trendy. AND its boring..

Guy: Huh? Wow! So you like guys with hair hah?

Me: Yahhhh........ eh..... NO! NO! I mean, I mean.. obviously facial hair and all that they have to shave it off lah.

So yeah. That about gives you idea how my day went. "Embarassing" is an understatement. "Permanently traumatising" if I want to be accurate.

But, I had quite a funny feeling when I entered my Ex Dream School. Reminds me how things change in a flash.

NIGHT SAFARI TRIP TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!! PARTY FOR THE NERDS!!!!!

Eh, please. Nerds make the most money.

2007-01-13T05:55:00.000-08:00

"Welcome to the real world"
she said to me kind of condescendingly
"Take a seat, take your life
plot it out in black and white"
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
and the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
is still hiding up my sleeve

They love to tell you "stay inside the lines"
but something's better on the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just a lie you've got to rise above

- No Such Thing, John Mayer

Yeah, it would be nice if I scolded the tagger. But I dunno man, it just doesn't sound appealing to me.

Don't think I'll be blogging anymore, no its not the tagger, its me (eh, sounds like a break-up). So Vye vye, internet. For now.

2006-12-31T21:33:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE ALMOST OVER!!!!!!!! Shit.

My Christmas fantastic. Church Camp was kick-ass. If you had a terrible holiday, I shall do the sympathetic thing of pointing and laughing at your face, loser. Haha.

We really didn't do much on the first day of camp. Nothing much to do really... except eat, and eat and eat and eat. AND EAT. Like babi. If you're wondering Denise, nope, I didn't eat rice. Heheh.

We played water Captain's Ball on the second. I MISS NETBALL!!! Can't wait to see the new coach :D Eh, Atikah if he turns out to be hot you better stay far away from Changkat and NOT flirt with him ah.

Also Ate Avie almost drowned me in the adult pool. We were taking group photos and she was sort of hanging onto my shoulder.
After awhile I realised that were moving deeper and deeper into the pool. Er, and because I wasn't the tallest of people, I couldn't reach the floor so I struggled to get to the side. While coughing out the water I swallowed.
SHE ALSO KICKED ME YOU KNOW! After that incident, I didn't swim near her. Hahaha.

We played Monopoly until early morning. 4 am I think. Of course, before that, we ate like babis again. Salmon, Chicken, Pork, Beef, the whole Zoo. Also had Sambal StingRay. Another fantastic reason why my Christmas was better than yours. Hehheh.

Okay, back to the Monopoly game, I was the second person to bankrupt. Due to poor luck -- I landed two times at Kuya Sheik's Hotel and once at his home properties. And another time at Ate Avie's Serangoon (or is it Geylang?) hotel? Well, I've always been crap at board games anyway.

After the game, we went to MacD, Suane's treat. Wah rich ah. Hahaha. I ate half a big Mac. Ate only half of it because MacD burgers are actually quite disgusting. EW. Which part of the cow do they use? The intestines? The eyeballs?Also, I didn't like the veggies.

[ On a different note, Fardiyana my classmate won $10 000 at MacD's ring 'n' win contest. I can't tell you how insanely jealous I am. Shit, I could buy all three seasons of the Veronica Mars DVD. So please buy my Wild Wild Wet tickets. ]

I didn't sleep for 23 hours during the camp, man. When I reached home, I slept "like a log and snored like a frog." Hey Alane! That reminds me of you (:

Okay, that shall be all for this post. I'll update again tomorrow or later! Vye!